Showing posts with label merion mercy academy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label merion mercy academy. Show all posts

Saturday, September 15, 2012

"Take This Heart and Make It Break"


25 years ago this week, I attended my first concert. Well, sort of. My mom was pregnant, and I was due to arrive on November 7, 1987. On September 12th of that year, she and my dad had tickets to U2's Joshua Tree show in Philadelphia. After several hours of “Where the Streets Have No Name,” “I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For,” and all the rest, I must have gotten pretty pumped about this whole “being born” thing, because by the 15th, my mom was headed to the hospital. At 6:08 p.m. on 9/17, an extremely premature Kathleen Elizabeth Davis made her grand entrance, blue-faced, and soon after, singing “I Will Follow,” according to my dad (though that detail can be neither confirmed nor denied).

Throughout high school, my lifelong appreciation for U2 skyrocketed to what those who knew me then might deem a bit of an obsession. Concurrent with my intensifying Bono-mania was my increasing awareness of Catholic Social Teaching. Sponsored by the Sisters of Mercy (an LCWR member congregation), Merion Mercy Academy “offers a holistic education which encourages academic and personal excellence...[and] stresses mercy spirituality, global awareness, and social responsibility. Within a nurturing community, Merion Mercy Academy educates leaders: young women who live mercy and seek justice” (from MMA’s mission statement). My theology classes and ministry experiences in high school instilled in me a commitment to social justice as a critical component of living out Gospel values in the world today. My teachers, mentors, and peers empowered me, a young lay woman, to use the gift of education to be a voice for the voiceless in solidarity with people living on the margins.

Our senior year theme for Ministry Team was “A Place at the Table.” This phrase was a perfect articulation of the school’s passion for cherishing the dignity of all God’s children. This week, I had the opportunity as a graduate student to engage the USCCB’s pastoral reflection of the same name. I now recognize the intentionality of the lay and religious women who guided us as they passed on the Church’s call to loving relationship with “the least of these.” The focus on issues of poverty and human dignity showed up consistently in our curriculum across all disciplines. These issues guided our local and global vision as members of the Mercy community. We were taught about the four legs of the table at which God welcomes all people to feast -- individuals and families, community and fath-based organizations, the private sector, and the government -- and their necessary roles in overcoming poverty and respecting the dignity of all human life. These issues were rooted and reflected in our communal prayer and worship; thanks to my Mercy education, I came to realize the dynamic relationship between liturgy and sacrament and justice and service.

Throughout these formative years, my fab four -- those same Irish lads who serenaded me while I kicked in the womb -- provided the soundtrack for my journey. This week, I was reminded of a favorite song of mine, “Yahweh,” from their 2004 album How to Dismantle an Atomic Bomb. I will never forget the thrill of watching U2 perform it live in Philadelphia in May of 2005, right before graduation. And as far as rock-out-dance-around-the-house sessions go, my sister and I have this song on our favorites list, to be sure. The lyrics can be found here. 



 

For me, "Yahweh" reveals a deep desire for transformation in God. It is about a call to conversion of self (“Take these shoes and make them fit...Take this shirt and make it clean...Take this soul and make it sing”). It also references interpersonal and communal conversion ("Take these hands and teach them what to carry...don’t make a fist,” “Take this mouth, so quick to criticize...”). Lastly, it calls for the ultimate conversion to the Reign of God (“Take this city. A city should be shining on a hill...”). This is the conversion to which Catholic Social Teaching is pointing.

Bono sings, “What no man can own, no man can take.” This lyric offers hope for the poor, the weak, the oppressed, women, the lgbtq community -- people everywhere striving to find their places at the table. These places are theirs, for we all have been made and are being created continually in the image of God. There is longing in the prayerful refrain, which repeats, “Always pain before a child is born...Why the dark before the dawn?...Still I’m waiting for the dawn.” This reference to the Paschal Mystery acknowledges the Passion and Death of Jesus that inevitably precedes the Resurrection. Hunger, homelessness, inadequate health care and education: this is the passion of our global family. And the deaths caused by social injustice are truly overwhelming. The Church calls its people
to be active participants in bringing about resurrection here and now.

In “Yahweh,” Bono concludes by singing, “Take this heart and make it break.” I am thankful for the Sisters of Mercy whose vision allowed my heart to be broken by the injustices in our world. And as my heart continues to be broken again and again, I remember with gratitude and conviction that solidarity with the poor is not optional. It’s Gospel.

© 2012 Katie Davis

Monday, September 3, 2012

Bit by Bit, Putting it Together

When I first moved to Houston to begin Jesuit Volunteer Corps three years ago (gulp!), I began sending epic monthly(ish...) updates to friends and family, chronicling in far-too-great detail my experiences in Texas. As I navigated my journey living in intentional community with five strangers-turned-family and working at Cristo Rey Jesuit College Preparatory School of Houston, I was eager to process and share stories. In retrospect, I recognize that I was feeling compelled to communicate the ways in which I felt God working in my life with the amazing people who had revealed that love to me at home, in high school at Merion, and in college at CUA. "Blogging" via e-mail helped keep me connected to my loved ones in a unique way, and I always was deeply grateful for the responses I would receive from folks who wanted to offer their support and their own stories; in the midst of an incredibly beautiful, transformative year, I stilled missed people a great deal.

While I continued a similar pattern throughout another major transition into my first year in JVC Magis in Chicago (with KD's Windy City Blaga; blog + saga = blaga, of course), the balancing act of graduate school, 30 hours a week of Youth Ministry, and community life eventually took a toll on my commitment to sharing my reflections regularly. While I often thought about getting back into the swing of writing and sharing, in my mind, I made the task seem far too daunting to catch up on!

These past few months, however, have been full of transition, excitement, challenge, and JOY, and I am finding myself drawn to processing in this fashion once again, this time with a few particular goals in mind. Regarding transition, I recently finished my two-year commitment in Youth Ministry in Cicero (about which you surely will hear more in later posts!). I still am grieving the loss of the wonderful community of young people with whom I was so blessed to work; they have been such a gift in my life these past two years. Nevertheless, I am thrilled to be spending my final year in Magis in the ministry department of an incredible high school, surrounded by bright, passionate, and supportive colleagues. The "honeymoon phase" continues for now, but so be it! Additionally, my awesome community mate with whom I have lived for two years has graduated and moved on, and we have welcomed a lovely lady to join our new, all-female community for this year. Change is upon us, and life is good!

The component of my life that most directly brought me to blogging is my final year of the Master of Divinity program at Loyola University Chicago's Institute of Pastoral Studies. Last week, I passed my candidacy exam, a process that allowed me to look back over my first two years of grad school and ministry, identify areas of growth, challenge, and significant insight, and more clearly articulate my ministry focus for the remainder of the program and beyond. As you can probably tell from the blog's title (and if you know me, from my strange little journey so far), I am interested in exploring connections among the arts, spirituality, and social justice. This semester, I will be doing a guided study around those themes, a survey course that I hope to use as a springboard for my final M.Div. project as well as future ministerial and academic endeavors. I hope that this blog will be a primary venue for me to brainstorm, flesh out, and integrate my course readings, lived experience, and past and present ministerial encounters. For those of you who might be interested, here is an excerpt from the course description that I co-created with my professor:

"This course is designed to explore the intersection of the arts (theatre and music specifically), spirituality, and social justice, especially as that mix is relevant for passing on the faith. Narrative, ritual, transformation, vulnerability, sacrament, liberation, history, aesthetics, psychology, and education all emerge as critical components of this mix, and as lenses through which this the combination can be harvested in service to the new evangelization. The task of this guided study is to name more specifically how each of these discourse arenas is relevant to further exploration at the intersection of the theatre/music, spirituality and social justice in order to create a heuristic for further study. In doing so, I also intend to discover the cross-fertilization that has already occurred with regard to these various fields."

So there's that.

In any case, I am excited to do some reflecting/journaling here, to get some feedback from anyone who'd be interested in sharing, and to keep working toward some sort of understanding of this connection that I know in my gut and heart and mind to be very real and very powerful. If you don't believe me, check out this tried and true gem.

Just kidding. Or am I? Stay tuned to find out!

Additionally this semester, I will be taking two other courses in which our professors have encouraged creative modes of reflecting and sharing with fellow students and colleagues -- Foundations of Social Justice and Hearts on Fire, a course on Ignatian Spirituality -- as well as a class called Social Context. So I am hoping that this blog will be a place where I can starting putting it together.

Lastly, since it's me, I probably will be sharing some fun and/or ridiculous personal anecdotes and updates as life moves forward. As of now, my amazing sister Allison has been a JV in Sacramento for three weeks, and I could not be prouder of the great work she is doing with Sacramento Loaves and Fishes' Friendship Park. I am also ridiculously excited about the upcoming nuptials of my best friend Christina and her fabulous fiance Thomas. Best of all, I will get to spend Thanksgiving with my family and celebrate pre-wedding festivities with the bridesmaids that weekend. P.S. When did I get old?!

I hope this blog will provide an opportunity to connect or reconnect with some of you who I have been missing as life speeds by! Please feel free to leave a comment or shoot me an e-mail privately. Thanks for reading! Have a wonderful week.

Peace,
KD

© 2012 Katie Davis